I am 18 years old, and female.
It is my first time here, treat me well please.
Sometimes I am excited for what the future holds for me. A husband, kids, steady job. I just can’t wait!
And yet I have my dark moments where I stress so much. What is I am a dead beat mom? What if I am a single mom? What if I never find the one? What if I don’t have enough food to feed my kids? What if…
There are so many what if’s, I just have to remind myself, I won’t be alone everything will work out.
But that feeling is still there.
I knowingly sin on a daily basis, which is a sin itself.
I want to rewind my whole life, start a new, different.
Family is good, mom and dad still together, never went to foster care.
I wish that my life was everything I ever wanted it to be.
Thank you for listening, most likely be back for more. Happy new year!
No need to rewrite your life when you have already developed so much love.